| Baby, it's yours <3 |
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| 04:37pm 17/09/2006 |
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I'm extremely bored.. waiting for some of the girls to get ready/or whatever then we're going to Royal Oak to eat & talk about spring break! ;D
I know everyone already up-dated on our WONDERFUL SAT.DAY NIGHT! but I just wanna state too how much fuckin' fun I had. & I'm reallyyyy glad I got to spend TWO DAYS STRAIGHT with colleen!<3 I miss you alot girlll.. it was fun pouring our hearts out to Bryan's mom, haha.
I'm working alot this week, boo.
I also have a wedding to go to Sat.day which is gunna be sweet cause I get free alc & see my dad's side of the fam since I rarely ever get to see them cause he's a douche bag. :D
I really up this up-coming weekend is as much fun as the last !!!
I'm just so content with everything.. I love everything about life right now! Especially since my mom has been SO CRAZY & horrible towards me this past week & she apologized today about it. <3
This is so pointless, if I we're you.. I'd probably not read this. lol |
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| You deserve better than me |
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| 11:33pm 06/09/2006 |
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Hmm... what to say, what to say! :D
I'm gunna start workin' alot. From like 11 to 4 almost everyday, I'm kind of glad cause it gives me something to do but it sucks cause I still can't get to sleep at night :( but I'll deal with it.
I'm kind of a big deal shirt guy [mark] texted me today inviting us girls back to UDM butttt the other girls have school & I think I'm catching a cold... he told me there's another party Fri.day, so maybe we'll go then? :D I loved it there! <3 I'm sure we can bring whoever.. so girls; If you wanna go I'm sure we can manage it!
I went "car shopping" two days ago with my mom.. I found 3 I liked but idk if I want them yet. I might end up leasing a car? I haven't really decided yet. But I know I need one before I start beauty school which is COMING UP!
I keep sneezing :(:( e;dafjd ! I want this to go away.
This weekend.. Bob's getting me tequila! I'm gunna get so fucked up, I don't even care because the weekend is basically the only time I'll really be going out now so why not make it worth while, yaaa knoww. :D
But I srsly need to go to bed.. busy day tomorrow.!
Tanning, returning some heels (they gave me TWO left feet shoes, lmao), getting my nails done & then bowling with a bunch of guys/girls . GOODBYE! |
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| GOOD LORDD ;D |
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| 08:20pm 04/09/2006 |
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So Sunday .. me, Kayla, Brooke & Sar went out to Kayla's cuzin Stephanie's boyfriend's house because we we're going to go with them to a some frat party at UDM. MY GOD! I had the best time of my life... srsly! When Stephanie said that there was going to be 600 people at this party I thought she was kiddin' around but GOOD LORD there had to have been over 300 people there. I didn't pay for any alc which always rocks <3 We met alot alot alot of people. The party ended up getting broken up by the cops butttt we went to Stephanie's boyfriends frat house & parttty'ed it up! I did AMAZING in beer pong.. the best I've done in awhile. Me & Stephanie we're the champs <3. But downstairs in the frat house, there was a STRIPPER POLE, lmao, so everyone was dancing on that all night. Kayla & Sar got robbed at gun point. ;dkajf very very scary. Thank god their alright<3 We we're invited to come back on Wed.day by 3943 different guys but idk if that's gunna happen since all the girls have to go to school :( The rest of the night I was down stairs playing beer pong with "I'm kind of a big deal" shirt guy.. haha, aka Mark! I don't even remember when we left but we went back to Stephanie's boyfriends house... I woke up in my bra & underwear sharing a pillow with Brooke. LMAO, weiiiird!
But yeah, after last night I realized that I reallyyyy wanna go to College, I wanna experience first hand "college life".. ahh, so exciting <3 |
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| 12:16pm 28/08/2006 |
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So last night.. Me, Billy & Alex played cards until 6 in the morning.
I'm not gunna lie .. I had a fuckin' blast! I'm so glad my family is getting along so well lately <3 |
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| Baby it breaks my heart .. to think that lovin' me is not easy to do |
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| 08:18pm 27/08/2006 |
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I really hate the fact that EVERY GUY I start seeing or start liking I push them away!
I'll pick stupid fights for no reason, I'll walk away whenever we're having problems & not deal with them,
I'll never be the first one to say sorry when I did something wrong or call them. I seriously don't know what's wrong with me! I don't know why I play games like this & never let anyone get close to me. But I'm determined to change my ways.. the next guy I start having feelings for, I won't be like that... I won't ruin things.
But anyways.. everything else in my life is amazing!
Family & friends are greattttt! <3
I'm starting to look more into beauty school :D
After beauty school I wanna go to college tho, I wanna experience 'college life' but I honestly don't think I'm ready yet.
Work is the usual.. I hate working w/ half the girls there but Richie & Abe make me wanna stay!
This was pointless but I'm BORED!
Ummm, goodbye. |
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| GO FOR THE GOLD! fackkk |
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| 02:32pm 22/08/2006 |
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I'm really bored & hungry.. just passing time until everyone goes to Red Robin's to celebrate SAN'S BIRTHDAY!<3
This past weekend was a blast! Except I got unbelievably drunk at Brett's Grad. party - d;kajfd - ya know. I got to drink that stuff Apollo brought back from greece.. abstine or whatever, it's crazy, I probably shouldn't of drank it after I was already extremely tipsy cause after I swear, I was in my own little world! lmao
I've seen him alot lately, well.. these past 2 nights.. we're like back to how we used to be & I love it! It's just nice having him there again whenever I need someone <3
I miss "the girls", we were all so close & inseparable but now we're like all falling apart.
I think atleast once a week we should have a girls night.. just to keep in touch <3 cause I miss the WHOLE group of us.
Me & Brooke might go up to Central for welcome week but we're not sure. I really hope we do tho, it would be a hell of a time ;)
But tonight should be a blassttttttt!!!!! Erion is also coming back! yayyy, I've missed his goofy ass.
<3 byeee. |
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| There's no easy way to say goodbye. |
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| 02:26pm 18/08/2006 |
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So, I've been partying for the past 2 weeks NON-STOP. San's had her Aunt's house for like 2 weeks & she had people over almost everyday basically. Defiantly the best 2 weeks I've had in such a long time!!!!
I think the funniest night over there was our last night.. it was just me, brooke, San, Corey, ZackD, Bob, Billy, Sam, my brother & all there little friends.. but it was fun.. I played beer pong like A CHAMP! <3 Bob was proud:* lmao
The morning after was fun too.. you should've seen us - San had on one sock, I got beer split all over my ass, I had dog hair everywhere!!! & we went into Krogers like that lmao <3 Great great times. PS, I suck at mopping the floor :(
The summer is almost over :( how sad! The past month I've had such a blast! I think after this summer tho things are going to be extremely different. blah!
UpComing things!..
San's birthday = Aug. 22nd
Erion comes back = Aug. 22nd
Brett's/Carla's grad parties = Aug. 19th
So I called Bas last night.. after I was extremely tippsy!!!! I finally got the balls to tell him exactly how I felt about us, our situation, our past... & I'm so glad I did. I used to think he was soooo perfect for me but now, we're grown into two totally different people & I realized that alot last night on the phone. I really miss him from time to time, I'm not gunna lie .. I just miss the way we we're in the beginning, I miss him being like my best friend but I think now I can actually move on & stop playing games with guys & just finally start something new. <3 thanks. |
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| 01:48pm 15/08/2006 |
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I love beer!
& I love BEER pong :D
I'm one crazy ass drunk.. srsly.
I wake up with 39483 new bruises every day
I need to control myself ;) |
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| Ehh baby .. |
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| 06:15pm 06/08/2006 |
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So last night was probably one of the funniest nights I've had in AWHILE!
I had to work until close which was a bummer butttt afterwards the girls came & picked me up. (Carla, Bree, San, Brooke & Colleen) .. we sat outside my house waiting 38493 hours for Al's slow ass to get there. He finally came, we went to 7/11 for beeeer & then went to Brittons house. =/ Me & Britton weren't on very good terms since I yelled at him & was rude because of what John did. He gave me this big speech & I apologized but idk if he thought I was serious. We didn't stay there long .. Carla & Bree left to go to Josh's I wanted to go but Brooke couldn't get her beer fast enough so they left. We ended up going over to Mike/Todd's house. I'm really glad Todd was there because I don't know his brother, lmao. I had sucha blast!!! I met alot of new people & the girls we're really nice to us. I played probably over 5 games of beer pong & ONLY LOST ONCE! dude, I was made to play beer pong. <3 Anywho, we probably left there around 4ish? Went over Brians house w/ a few people & our two new friends Sarah & Jacqlyn.. there cute girls. Partied more & then we left .. went to Dell Taco & I pukedddd all over myself & on Dell Taco (hahaha) I guess the worker was like what did you guys just come back from the bar?! & Bryan was like noooo, from this huge party. lmao I guess Al was the one to take care of me NOT THE GIRLS! assholes.. he whipped me off & stuff. <3 We went to Sanner's Aunts & I guess I went to the bath room, stripped & then walked into a random room & went to bed. lmao
I woke up today to Sanner singing & being goofy. I had a boys shirt on.. I guess San & Brooke put it on me last night. haha I felt like complete shiiiiit !!d;klafjd Sara came & got us girls & took us a few places <3 thanks giiirll. She was a life savor. All I did today was basically sleep but now I'm getting ready & then going out with Brooke, Al & some other boys ! :) |
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| 11:14pm 24/07/2006 |
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GRAD. PARTY
JULY 29TH.
If I know you.. then you can come! :)
There is gunna be some alc & a keg butttt idk how long it's gunna last.. so either get there early or bring your on alc! k bye. |
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| 12:32am 17/07/2006 |
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So I'm at Coll Boo's for a "scary movie night" lmao, the movie she picked out was DUMB so I'm sitting on the computer with Dee... a tad bit bored!
... GIRLS/BOYS ...
Listen up!!!!!
Best friends = don't need to make plans everyday or ask you to come over or see what your doing because YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT YOUR ALWAYS WELCOME to do whatever it is we're doing... it's always been like that & it will always be! I'm sick of hearing "you didn't invite me .. blah blah" .. we don't need to invite you - your always invited. Most of us work or have other things going on, you can't expect us to just always call you when we're not sure of your schedule. I currently don't have online anymore & my cellular is mentally retarded, so I don't get text messages until 39843 hours later. WE WANT TO HANG OUT WITH ALL OF YOU! blahhhhhhhhh.. I'm so sick of this stupid shit.. d;dakfjd
& also; I will never choose between friends.. if you feel uncomfortable around someone & feel YOU can't hang out with them.. then you're choosing that, not your friends. (that isn't directed towards one person.. it's directed towards quite a few boys/girls).
I've also heard some news today about how all of us "girls" are changing... you know what, maybe we are but maybe YOU GUYS ARE TOO! We're all growing up, we're bond to change sooner or later, whether you think it's for better or worse = it's still going to happen. Just deal with it, & be there for us! Don't just sit there & say we're changing. Blahhhhh.
But on a better note, I've had a pretty good summer except I've been working ALOT lately which blows but it's always good to have that cash flow!<3
I wanna go up north ASAP!!!!!! I really miss it & everyone up there. I think I'm gunna pick out a weekend & talk to Heather about staying with her if Brooke don't wanna go up with me. :) |
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| Yooo dawg! |
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| 09:59am 05/07/2006 |
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So Monday night .. Flea came over & then we went to Turner's house for a bon fire, we didn't stay there very long though. Met up with Dee, Bree & Shan & then went to Josh Chacillish's (sp?) apartment from some beer pong! Watched the boys play a few games & cracked up. Bri Kenn is defiantly one of the funniest kids on the planet! Dee, Bree & Shan left.. & me & Flea almost beat Josh & Brian in beer pong.. they we're scared ;) Hoffman left & got fireworks.. @ like 3 in the morning we decided to light them off LMFAO! good times.. I got dropped off shortly after. Texted back & forth with this boy & then passed out.
Tues.day/Last night.. I woke up @ 5:30 in the afternoon, lmao. Got ready & then Dee, Bree & Brooke picked me up. We did some running around + picked up Derek & headed to Brett's to meet up with the rest of the boys. We were supposed to go to the Freedom Hill fireworks buttttt we got there extremely late & they were already starting ++ there was so much traffic ! Booo, whores. We ended coming back to Dee's house with the boys <3 I really love bon fires.. except I get really quiet & just watch the fire lmaooo. Me & Brooke had a longgggg talk, I love her! It's currently 10:05 of the next morning & I haven't slept yet... go figure right?!
I have no idea what's going on today.. dee said she's buying me breakfast tho!<3 & I have work tomorrow @ 11.. so Idk how much partying I'm gunna do today.
Hope everyone had a FUN 4th of july! |
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| You're my sunshine after the rain.. <3 |
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| 05:55pm 03/07/2006 |
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So about up north!!! lmao
Everyone met up at my house .. (Los, Brett, Andi, Erion, Wurm, Corey, LeeLee, Bob, Derek, Rob, Coll & Flea)
The car ride up was a blasssttt! Me & Flea were the only "non-weed smokers" but yet we were the ones acting like we were high <3 haha, we're sweeet. Wurmy, Cor, Lee & Bobb followed us up there.. there some goofy kids! From the minute we got to the cabin there was NOTHING but drama - too many people were at Brookes cabin & "people" were bitching & saying false info, so it was gay. However, I tired to make the best out of it = which of course I did! I lost in beer pong =( & me & Bree were SO CLOSE TO WINNING! I'm just proud of us <3 lol Random/stupid little fights went on through-out the night but everyone got over them for the most part. Dustin, David, Anthony, & Andrew came over!!!!! =D I love them to the extreme. I also met this sweet ass girl named Heather.. from the first time we met we were un-separable haha I enjoyed myself even with all the drama! I ended up sleeping with DAvid on the chair butttt no one would let us sleep & it was soooo hot in her house, so I tried to go to sleep buttt that didn't work out too well since Brookes crazy aunt likes to come in & wake everyone up at 9 in the morning! We all got kicked out because we partied to hard the night before ;) "understandable" haha. I ended up riding back w/ Bree, Dee, & Brooke. Brooke almost got arrested because she threw out her straw wrapper & "made the cop look bad infront of everyone" hahahahahah! Funniest thing ever. I really wanna go back up north = no more drama tho! geeeezeee. :) But I gotta go get ready I'm hanging out with Flea dawggg. <3 |
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| Why you keep saying no when your panties so wet?! |
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| 06:18pm 30/06/2006 |
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The past 2 weeks I've had work off, it was WONDERFUL! Not having to miss fun things w/ friends because your working & have no ride after. I started working again this week & I've done like nothing this wholleee week. I've just been so exhausted.
I really wish I could just quit my job & enjoy this summer. I was thinking about baby sitting my little sister for money instead butttt I love Abe, Richie & Mike too much to leave! <3 Today.. I was supposed to get my check but Abe left mine at home.. so he gave me $50 dollars because he didn't want me to be mad at him. I love love love him!
I really hate everyone who went to the St. Clair Shores fireworks.. srsly! Those are my favorite fireworks & I can't go this year =/ & I HATE my mom for basically stranding me at my house. dljfadk
However, I'm going up north with a BUNCH of people Sunday until Wed.day I believe. I'm soooo excited! I love going up north.
I reallyyyyyyyy miss Amber Nicole Miller more than anything! & Alyssa as well. Next day I get off work & I think we should all hang out, k bye. |
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| Every other night you'd be at home waiting on me whats going on? |
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| 02:28pm 09/06/2006 |
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I srsly love everything that's going on in my life! Wow, that's defiantly a first but it's awesome.
Let's start off by saying...
Friends; Well, I love em! however, it feels like some of us are drifting apart & I don't like that. We should all have a "the girls" day & go to the beach or somewhere fun! I've been hanging out with Brooke alot, & of course, I love that! I feel like I haven't seen half of the girls since school got out but that might be because I've been up north & I have to work this whole week.. My new favorite friend that's a boy is Mikey! He's so funny & is probably the one kid that watches as many movies as I do. :) He also took me & Brooke out to eat at Red Robins <3 he rocks, what more can I say!?
The whole dating situation; Good question? Lmao, I have no idea what the hell I want.. it's like everyday it changes, if that makes any sense. I don't want a relationship, I don't wanna start "seeing someone" I just want someone there. I want a guy that I can hang out with - with mine & his friends, someone who likes to party just as much as me, someone who's not jealous & someone funny. That's it! Idkkk.. I kind of want just to be like "best friends" with a boy because dating/relationships are so complicated.. for me atleast.
Up north; I love love love it! No matter what I'm doing - it's always a blast! Me, Brooke, & San are all going again June 18th through June 23rd .. idk if Amber or Stephanie W. are going this time or next time? I bonded w/ Brooke's parents when we were all wasted up north, lmao. I ended up confessing to leaving beer in Brooke's car.. I got yelled at only because I bought the cheap shit. haha
My own place; Im thinking about getting an apartment. However, I just want one for 3 months.. I wanna see how it feels to live on my own & do whatever the hell I want! I'm just so sick of living in this house - it puts me in bad moods.. everyone takes their shit out on eachother, my self included.. so it'd be nice to get a break from everything. I was also thinking that if I could get 2 other people that make a decent amount of money we could get a house together instead.. my dad rents out houses that he owns so we'd get a good deal too. But the house that I wanted to live in that my dad used to rent out on Jefferson- the people ended up buying it like a month ago. But there's still one that I really liked in Roseville. so we'll seee :)
Goodbye 06'; Well.. I did it! I graduated =D I'm still shocked that I did.. man, I must have went barely half of this school year. It's sweet tho! I thought I was going to be more emotional but I wasn't. I didn't cry the last day of school or anything, it was weiiird. I think I'm ready to take the next step in my life...
But this is kind of long, so I'll just stop. lol Goodbye! |
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